Wednesday, December 8, 2010

She

She...
grabs me
rams me
jams me
stands me
grinds me
lines me
leads me
teases me
squeezes me
needs me
jerks me
urks me
urges me
hurts me
teaches me
pushes me
kisses me
crashes me
smashes me
eye-batting me
laughing
she

unbuckles me

she
sucks me

she

fucks me...



Sunday, November 21, 2010

Dear English

Dear English,

I've been thinking about writing you for a while about this but I haven't had the guts too. I wanted to tell you that I am unhappy in our current relationship. I know this must be a shock, we have had some good times you and I but I'm getting tired of your bipolar grammatical intricacies.
For example you are so rigid in your 9 rules for pronouns and then lax on the nominative case or when you put "i. before e. except after c rule", I mean come on?
And yes I understand that you need the antecedent to agree with the noun but couldn't that be accomplished better with a feminine or masculine object predicate?
And please don't get me started on your draconian rules for transitive and intransitive verbs like "Lay and Lie" which are commonly misused by even your stanchest lovers.
Basically you are a language designed for business were economy of thought and meaning is paramount and you are at your best when leaving little to the imagination is called upon. You are just too formal for poetry lacking in texture and flavor unless the form calls upon strict rules like iambic pentameter or haiku.
You are leaving me with little choice but to second guess using you for anything poetic or free form.

Leaving you on notice,
Rd'AV

Monday, October 11, 2010

unanimity

Even in our sleep, pain which cannot forget
falls drop by drop upon the heart,
until, in our own despair,
against our will,
comes wisdom
through the awful grace of God.

Aeschylus

I heard this poem and it stopped me dead in my tracks. Robert F. Kennedy recited this during his speech in which he broke the heart-wrenching news that Dr. Martin Luther King had been killed and it got me thinking...

There are many words and deeds that fill the opinions of men, were life begets Life and death begets death. On the issue of Life we all intuitively know; It is uncertain, that we all occupy the same space, breath the same air, and want the same for our children.

The vast majority of us want to live together, want to improve the quality of our lives and want Justice for all human beings, regardless of race, creed, or orientation.

On the issue of death, unfortunately, some have striven to
draw lines within ourselves. To make caricatures of one
another and polarize humanity into hateful thinking.

Fewer still, there are those individuals that have
sacrificed themselves at the alter of Peace, in
order to replace that violence;
“those stains of bloodshed”, in an effort 
for us to better understand each other 
with compassion, dignity, and love.


Ultimately the sacrifices made 
by those individuals will have 
been in vain, 

if we forgo the effort to accept, 
to comprehend, to show unanimity. 

For I feel that it is our 
solemn duty to at least try to 
understand each other, 
and in that small 

singular 

effort, 

we may 
continue the 
threads of
their 
consciousness...

Tuesday, March 24, 2009

The Million Dollar Question

Recently, (on advice from a buddy of mine), I bought a lottery ticket. As a person who understands the probability of winning - I never play, but I thought that this was an especially lucky day so I went ahead took his advice and got one. Then the funniest thing happened; I started to day dream about what I would do with a $1,000,000.00 bucks. The first thought that came to mind was get my family Health Insurance, then fix up my Jeep, quit working, go to school full time, and then write a book on Alternative Energy. There where other thoughts like take a pilgrimage to Dharamsala but they where all not much different from the plan I already have, just the time frame is shortened...
I then noticed that my Millionaire fantasies where not that far away from what I plan on doing now and then it hit me; people that would do something completely different if they won a million dollars aren't living the lives that they have chosen for themselves. Most fail to realize that money wont solve all of their problems and is only a tool to control the time-frame in order to materialize your dreams. So I say, its good to have Millionaire fantasies. The answers that you get from your million dollar question might point you in the right direction...